A few years ago I had been drinking and I phoned Joe who was my landlord from before and whom I've known was gay. He is in his late sixties. I've been straight all my life and just felt the needed urge to be be passive and to recieve. He right away was surprised that I've phoned him and asked him if we could ????. We enjoyed it a lot though it hurt but it was a good hurt. After that I frequented XXX video booths were I also engaged in anonymous rear entry and I loved it. The thing is when I drink a few I always get the urge and when I'm sober I don't. I'm not a frequent drinker and can get women with no problem. Am I bisexual? I also prefer older men when this happens. spirit.13@hotmail.com