hello i am new here so hello everyone i am 15 and ive had urges to have sex and have gf but i love guys i recently kissed a girl then she left to go over seas, i am virgin but want sex so much with a guy or girl but ive only gone out with guys and they hurt me so i am affraid that if i love a girl the way i loved a guy it will turn out with us breaking up. how can i find the right one and i ain't only looking for sex i look for mostly personality and if we dont have sex well at least  i have someone who will care about me and who i love dearly plz help i am single and hating it.