I'm a male, and am divorced with two adult children. During my teens I had an encounter with another male and we traded oral sex with each other and attempted anal sex, though neither of us, I believe, achieved penetration. All of my sexual activity has been with females since then. However, in recent years I've experienced thoughts and possible desires, though they may only be fantasies, of engaging in sex with women. Once I watched some porn which included bi-activity. It may be that I'm as attracted to a man's **** as well as a woman's tits and pussy. One of my fantasies, was to engage in oral and anal sex with black men. I believe that I may have been molested as a child, and wonder if the perpetrator was black. Any feedback would be welcome.