i am a women with a bestfriend that's a women for 15 years now and i'm in love with her and she knows it. We have been a little intimate and she says she loves me and stares at me and tries to kiss me sometimes when she comes home to visit. She lives out of town now and she told me she had a guy friend for 4 years on and off and she just had a baby. She said she loved him but wasn't in love and now she says she's kinda in love. She also had a hard time telling me she was pregnant but i encouraged her anyway. I don't know what kind of mixed signals i'm getting and i need advice